languid

11:45 PM | 3 Comments

i have this thing i want to say about hypocrites, truths and lies people make themselves believe because that's what makes them sleep better at night, and saying too much or too little. about how small the world is, how stifling some places are, how seeing one face can make or ruin your day. i want to say something about being glad you have friends, the kind that you talk for hours with, and you know stay true even if they're a continent away...not just people you call friends because you see them everyday at the office and go party with.
i want to say something about being sad that there are friends you can't visit even if singapore is so small, but being glad that you will be making new memories in old places. i want to say something about feeling good about yourself because you are at a point in your life where you know what makes you happy, what's important to you and what kind values you keep. i want to say something about forgetting and things that make you cringe up to this day. i want to say something about having good, clean fun.
i want to say something about all these, but i can't. not right now. because i have things to look forward to. people to meet, and say goodbye to, and talk to. right now, i am languid. and there is a reason for this. when i'm done being languid, i'll probably write it down.
this doesn't make sense, i know. because i'm languid*
*sorry, that's my word for the day.

3 comments:

aoi soba said...

i am in awe :P

ays said...

haller aoisoba. you're back!

Anonymous said...

i am to languid to be languid.

- jd boy